Contemplation chair

A chair settled in a serene place. Just what I needed. It's a spot where I can clear my mind and think about what really matters to me.

my values, my attitudes, my comments... I sit and analyse this and feel I am finally in a good place. Calm, clear, focused, excited, anxious, confident, happy with my movement to find a job...

deciding to place photography as a "b-side" project was tough, but clear. Money wasn't coming in, prospect clients were broke, I had to spin around and find a new source of income.

I've enough help from my parents, that gave me tremendous opportunities to find my way, and here it is.

I'm exited to pamper and create travel itineraries for people who will be surprised and ecstatic about their experience.

I question myself at times regarding this excitement. Why go out of my way to please others? I've come to the conclusion that I should do that for money, not to please others. I've learn't that that path leads to nothing. Took me a while, but I've matured the idea that no one is here to save you. Only I can save myself. Only I can get myself out of a rut. Only I can bloom into a self sufficient, proud woman.

I've picked up many pieces and put them together, my way. I'm in this process now. Finding a way out of an uncomfortable situation, where I feel canceled.

blooming scars you, but brings you a sense of freedom that fulfills your life. To do what you do, loving every moment, makes you great at it and floods your soul with freedom.